Crossing The Line

This past week I was greeted by a line.  A vivid pink line.  I marveled at it, thinking it reminded me of something, although “the what” escaped me.  And yet, I kept observing, because I kept thinking of “crossing a line”.  We cross so many lines in our lives, and seldom do we contemplate why.  At least that’s me.

I turned away for a few minutes, and when I returned to keep observing, I was greeted with a different image altogether.  Gone was the line and the pink.  Instead, there was a silvery sun with its silvery reflection.  It is times like these that I wish I were an artist, and could capture the beauty of a sunrise like this one.

Sea, sun, sky and a straight line.  Crossing a line.  I always think about my family and friends and acquaintances who are no longer here.  Someone once said to me that I was “tetric” (meaning gloomy).  Well, it is a common word in Spanish, and we used to use it in school in English, when I was growing up.  It turns out that apparently, according to the Oxford English Dictionary, it is an obsolete word that has been out of common usage since 1810 or so.  Go figure!  I still use it, so, baloney.  

And then it hit me, my tetrical self.  The crossing of that line:  a meditation on death!  A boat, the sea, the light, the tides, the sand.  And yes, the crossing of the bar.

CROSSING THE BAR
By Alfred, Lord Tennyson

Sunset and evening star,
      And one clear call for me!
And may there be no moaning of the bar,
      When I put out to sea,

   But such a tide as moving seems asleep,
      Too full for sound and foam,
When that which drew from out the boundless deep
      Turns again home.

   Twilight and evening bell,
      And after that the dark!
And may there be no sadness of farewell,
      When I embark;

   For tho' from out our bourne of Time and Place
      The flood may bear me far,
I hope to see my Pilot face to face
      When I have crost the bar.

Bees, or The Crux of Our Lives.

A while ago I discovered this artist, Thomas Deininger, who intrigued me. I am highly allergic to bee stings, but I like the little busy insects.

So my museful perambulations made me realize that there is a paradox in their behavior. While bees trust their hives completely, their lives are lonely and selfless, and create a tapestry of collective nurturing out of a solitary endeavor. Somewhere, once, I read about striking the balance between individual sacrifice and communal benefit.

When I was targeted by a single bee that caused me so much pain, I realized, somewhat with glee, that AHAH! the little monster had met its well-deserved demise. I felt the same when I removed gazillion bee stingers from my dogs’ floppy ears and snouts.

But then I wrote a little story on bees for my grandchildren, and came to the realization that those little bees had died away from their hive, leaving those barbed stingers in their victims or perceived enemies, but having their little abdomens torn in the process. From the buzzing life of their hive to the solitude of their lonely death, what an end nature’s harsh cycle bestows.

At the end of the day, isn’t that the crux of our lives?

And then I came across this little bee below. Many times, things are just not what they appear to be… first appearances can be deceiving. (Plato, right?).

Of Soaring Eagles.

Once upon a time, when I lived near George Washington’s estate in Virginia, I had a very peculiar experience.

An enormous bald eagle (male, I assume, because it was tall as a kitchen counter and wide as a chest of drawers) crash-landed about 9 feet from where I was sitting, on the patio. There was a tremendous sound as he hit some ivy and came to an abrupt halt.

He almost looked embarrassed, trying to straighten some of the feathers on his chest that were a bit ruffled. I was startled. I have never feared birds. But I did this one. I respected the HUGE beak that I figured could really do major harm to my skull and eye socket.

I surmise that it had spotted a rabbit and somehow lost it in the ivy of the hilly terrain. Sometimes, the weak and the naive do outsmart the determined predator. I was so rattled that it never occurred to me to use the phone I was holding to take a picture. Within a few minutes, like a heavy army airplane, he took off.

He was truly majestic, absolutely magnificent and beautiful. I often remember him. I am happy that it is our national bird.

Some time later I found this delightful trailer of The Eagle Huntress of Kazakhstan, which I post below. The documentary soon followed. Enjoy.